Investing in Joby Aviation

I invested in Joby Aviation. I knew it would do well, but it seems that moment came a bit sooner than expected. Investing gives you hope for the future. However, from experience, there's a high chance I'll pour my energy into that instead. Because I'm placing my life's hopes on the investment, my investment in my own growth — English, coding, becoming a DevOps expert — will inevitably decrease. I exert maximum energy when I'm desperate, when I'm at the edge of a cliff with nowhere left to retreat. So where is it truly right to invest? I've decided to invest in myself.